(2015)
I crave stability Neither wandering spirit Nor home-body Yes I’d love to travel But the foundation
Pragmatic me Doesn’t like this girl You can’t depend on her Too complex to understand She cries at the worst times
I will be Forever in debt To my mother Any gift Would come up short
May sun is warm An old friend You have missed June sun Still smiles
My parents always say We’re proud of you I am too I got out of bed I used to get so much done
The news hit me Like a punch in the gut I threw up two times From the pain Knowing that I
I can feel it coming Decisions I can’t make Brain starts to freeze Fingers won’t work Sick of this disease
My objective is selfish Not to share or be heard To get it out and move on No one seems to hear my pain No one seems to feel my pain
If I could make you smile Just once Sincerity From an appreciative heart It would make all of it worthwhile
A joke Lost in Translation You will Never
I’ve known Deep inside All along My value That I matter
Have you ever felt A hole inside of you Something dead inside Where your heart Is supposed to be?
Bags full of diapers Cars waiting in line Smell coming from the load Ashamed it was mine He noticed my insulin pump
When the emotion comes up It feels like heartburn Like acid Clenching my throat My ears go watery
I do not enjoy roller coasters I am not chicken But they say You just have to try it! So I do