(2014)
I can feel it coming Decisions I can’t make Brain starts to freeze Fingers won’t work Sick of this disease
Your enthusiasm exhausts me This coke is flat The bubbles disperse Leaving a sticky and sweet Aftertaste
Pretty and dainty Rich girl feet Meant to be Beside the pool They don’t like to work
What if one day I wasn’t there for you? And you were left needing me If I wasn’t there When you woke up
I enjoy his company Riding shotgun Conversation No one to overhear Our inside jokes
I wallow in my sadness As it pools up It has not swallowed me Who floats above its surface This surface
I will be Forever in debt To my mother Any gift Would come up short
I struggle to Keep it together Maxims and mottoes On repeat In my mind
Itus and Itis Crashed my party I didn’t invite them! I whisper to my sister They make my skin crawl
The pressure inside Is building It comes out through my eyes I stop up the tears It comes out through my nose
She is no longer Part of my life I’ve moved on My life is full With friends
Destruction is fun But cannot be undone Smashed Trashed Crumpled
The news hit me Like a punch in the gut I threw up two times From the pain Knowing that I
Scratchy plaid blanket Red with yellow stripes Hot and itchy underneath Claustrophobia strikes Purple and blue prisms
Algunos me gusta compartir Calientitos Justo cuando salgan del horno Que no se enfríe Por eso lo escribí