(2015)
Psoriasis
#Enfermedad #Piel
How can I write how I feel When what I feel is nothing? How can I tell you what I need, What is wrong? When what is wrong
I struggle to Keep it together Maxims and mottoes On repeat In my mind
You might know her As blonde eyes Or as the sister who bakes cookies But you see I don’t write this
The strings that attach me To this world Ground me Yes they sometimes Keep me from flying
Love is sincere Sincerely Wanting to connect Love makes you crazy Insanity that makes you fly
She is no longer Part of my life I’ve moved on My life is full With friends
The news hit me Like a punch in the gut I threw up two times From the pain Knowing that I
Left on a leash Is no way to live He disappeared I like to imagine He’s running in a field
Didn’t they know that people cared? That they were loved? Why didn’t someone tell them?
Itus and Itis Crashed my party I didn’t invite them! I whisper to my sister They make my skin crawl
Itchy It has to come off Nerves Makes me pick His look
I will be Forever in debt To my mother Any gift Would come up short
I wallow in my sadness As it pools up It has not swallowed me Who floats above its surface This surface
I told everyone About you The ugly beast Inside of me You can’t hide
Stubbed toe Red light Ugly words Ugly mouth To shock