(2014)
I enjoy his company Riding shotgun Conversation No one to overhear Our inside jokes
If I could draw a tree In all it’s complexity Would you be impressed? If I could draw a human face It would be but a trace
Itus and Itis Crashed my party I didn’t invite them! I whisper to my sister They make my skin crawl
A palomino gallops Beside the highway Look out the window Rides over green hills Through yellow flowers
My objective is selfish Not to share or be heard To get it out and move on No one seems to hear my pain No one seems to feel my pain
I feel like crap Most days I have a lot going my way I am loved I can smile
Beautiful legs The right shape and curve Olive color without the green That tans and doesn’t burn Until you see
I look away Afraid to see Flicker of nerves In their eye A clench
My parents always say We’re proud of you I am too I got out of bed I used to get so much done
I’ve known Deep inside All along My value That I matter
Her fingernails Natural Long Pointed On fingers
An idea In my head Falls flat On paper Read it
How do you measure pain? All is relative and personal Even with one’s own self It is impossible to compare As memory distorts pain
My pump Constant companion Of my disease My sensor Resembles a feeding
I am unique In so many ways But while variety excites What we look for Is our common thread