Let me die
Everyone said one day i’d be happy
3 years down the line and i’m still unhappy
I’ll never be good enough for anyone to love
I still wish deep down I was way up above
being dead is all i’v ever really wanted
at least then I wont feel haunted
I wont feel the pain of my heart being crushed
or everything I want deep down being rushed
Nobody has ever really understood me
I guess in reality they just really can’t see
they can’t see that i’m screaming so loud
screaming so loud for help but nobody is proud
proud enough to say they know me and love me
One day I will throw myself of a cliff into the sea
I’ll join him up there, die the same way he did
I know he wont be proud but i’m just a kid
I’m sick of these tears running down my face
the alcohol in my system, i’m a total disgrace
I disgust everyone including myself
how can you live with lowering oneself
lowering them so much they don’t even fight back
they pray they’ll die to stop them falling off track
i’v lost everyone I have ever loved in life
nobody will ever be able to call me their wife
I’m not good enough, i’m disgusting and vile
they promised me i’d have love if I waited a while
I can’t wait any longer just let me die
I can’t take this anymore all I do is cry
The cuts on my body are getting deeper and deeper
When the blood leaks out it’s almost as if i’m a deep sleeper
the blood runs down my body and the pain eases my brain
I have images in my head of walking in front of a train
the train comes speeding down and crashes into my chest
it all ends so fast and i’m laid to rest
people are laughing all over their social sites
until they see it, it flashes like lights
'they pushed her too far’ the picture spoke
she tried to survive but she was too broke
they all run and cry and regret what they did
from that day they foreverly hid
they hid away from the pressure of the world
it made them remember how they broke one’s world
so just remember when i’m gone and laid to rest
those who loved me will place a rose on my chest
