2 Years 9 Months 29 Days
To: My hunny bunches of butts
2 years 9 months and 29 days ago my life changed all because I went to a party
The party wasn’t that big
And I knew mostly everyone there
I had even known you
We went to school together since kindergarten
We weren’t really friends we just knew each other
A “hi” here and there maybe some conversation
But not enough to be friends.
I saw you and you looked so handsome
That was the first time I ever thought about how you looked.
Button up gray shirt black skinny jeans and shoulder length curly hair and held by your rectangular black glasses.
You were always tall so tall I looked up to you when we talked and I’m not one to be known for being short.
We started talking and we started laughing and then came the cake and with it a caotic icing war that lead to 2 years of ups and downs.
We all got comfortable and for me witbout even thinking used you for my comfort and you let me.
Eventually you held my hand and I knew things would never be the same again.
2 years 9 months and 9 days ago you walked into my life
And now 186 days ago you decided to walk out.
186 days ago I died on the inside
And today August 4, 2015 I’ve decided I’m done hurting.
I have been in constant heartache for 342 days
1036 days ago my life took a complete turn and to this day I think about it and it hurts like hell but now I’m finally letting go
Even though I know in the back of my mind you’ll be there I won’t let you hold me back anymore.
I will always cherish those 730 days we spent together.
(2015)
