A Deer in Headlights
ever have the feeling that a moment will last forever.
that this is how the rest of your life will be like.
love
The person who looks through you making you feel naked and vulnerable but safe
making adrenaline rush throu your veins
making the whole world vanish from underneath your feet
soaring with every step you took together
every second, minute, hour, day, month, and year spent together
time was not a variable in the happines felt
young in love
living and feeling
loving every part of eachother
hating ever second apart
feeling eachothers pain and wanting to make it go away with hugs, kisses and soothing words
not needing anyone else
not wanting anyone else but eachother.
I know that feeling.
I knew that feeling.
it’s gone now and it feels like just yeyesterday I was in your arms and playing with your slender fingers in twinning eachother in a knot of young fulish love.
Oh how first loves are amazing
but it’s like being a deer frozen at the sight of headlights.
You know the pain is coming yet it looks so bright and beautiful you want to wait and hope it won’t hurt.
but eventually you get hit and nothings ever the same.
