Lost
Am I alone, just me,
All these voices, they can see me.
Pulled in so many directions, I’m so mixed up,
I scream, I cry, enough, stop.
Take your pills dear, it will help,
My heart wills me, but my head starts to melt.
I’m in a blur now, can anyone hear me?
I can’t live like this, really!
Lost and drowning, in my own thoughts,
I’m in a whirlwind, my stomachs in knots.
It’s so dark and bleak here, my mere existence,
I just want to feel nothing, silence.
I could just end it now, who would notice,
A jabbering nutcase, a suffering head case.
Sweating, panting, eyes filled with tears,
All that remains is a headstone, for a girl of just twenty years
(2012)
