(2010)
I lay awake unable to sleep as memories of what we once were run rampant through my restless mi… No matter how much I try to escap…
When you walked out that door, I cried, You don’t know how hard I tried, to be who you wanted me to be, to be the girl you wanted to see,
Baby, Can’t you see? That I can’t live without you? Baby,
When I think of you, its like the moon knows just how i feel, It brightens to light up the lonely night sky,
Baby, Baby, Can’t you see, that you and me were meant to be, Baby, Baby,
The Blood of my life flows from my veins in never ending streams, I watch the life flow from my aching
I gaze up at you with passion filled eyes our gazes lock and desire flares to life in a burning flame
I lay here, alone without you near, feeling confused at your wordless rejection, I lay bereft
I look at myself in the mirror and all I see is the missing part of my soul. You took with you that one vital part of myself
The sun sets on my shattered heart… And I lay here alone, Trapped within this darkened obliv… Shackled by my own loneliness, That you so carelessly bestowed up…
How often I think of you and wish that you were here beside me. How often I pray that you would come back
I sit on the empty hill thinking back on the good times we had in our short time together wishing I could take everything
Alone I lay, Thinking of how my life could end, At the pull of a trigger, At the many pills taken, At the very edge of a blade,
As the sun rises, we walk along the moon chilled sand, the water washing
Lost somewhere alone with my sad s… The only things running through my… Is what I did to deserve such sha… Such broken dreams? How can you do this to me?