11:59 pm
it is so incredibly draining to feel so passionless. i just want to feel useful interesting
same old patterns, willing to give my love away. but what’s the shame in that? yes it hurts - never quite reciprocated -
i hope that every time that you see this shade of green it drives you mad i hope that every time that you hear a laugh like mine
i’m the only one awake between dusk and dawn. i see the faint moonlight caressin… the low sunlight in such a way, that they seem to speak through on…
if i died in my room, whether it were an accident or int… how long would it take for you to… everything is about you, you, you so where does that leave me?
i crave your touch trace my bones caress my skin hold me close never let me go
i want it to work so badly but i don’t think it ever will unfortunately i am putting too much effort in once again
i’m always repressing my urges to scream to bash my head into the wall to cry in the shower set to its ho… i hope one day they realize
there is a creature that is living inside of me– a parasite that feeds on hatred and pain. i promise it isn’t my fault.
i have been trying so hard to heal stuck in the past, despite my effo… life in the sun felt so good i only wish that i could have stay… wandering aimlessly now that i was
jotting down my thoughts trying to make sense of it all shaking hands stiff fingers i cannot even self soothe anymore
i don’t want to ruin your night i don’t want to always seem broken always bringing you sadness that y… soon you will be tired of it i am not as fun or interesting as…
i have weeds growing from my skin i am one with earth and still feeling unnatural i sit, water pours i am blooming
tear me limb from limb turn me to dust my life impacts no one why do i exist? i am disappointing
i love you more than i ever though… you fell into my life when i didn’t expect a thing you fell into my life when i needed you most