same old patterns, willing to give my love away. but what’s the shame in that? yes it hurts - never quite reciprocated -

if i died in my room, whether it were an accident or int… how long would it take for you to… everything is about you, you, you so where does that leave me?

i want it to work so badly but i don’t think it ever will unfortunately i am putting too much effort in once again

i don’t want to ruin your night i don’t want to always seem broken always bringing you sadness that y… soon you will be tired of it i am not as fun or interesting as…

it is so incredibly draining to feel so passionless. i just want to feel useful interesting

i love you more than i ever though… you fell into my life when i didn’t expect a thing you fell into my life when i needed you most

i’m the only one awake between dusk and dawn. i see the faint moonlight caressin… the low sunlight in such a way, that they seem to speak through on…

always been taught to prioritize other people’s pain over my own trained selfish if i speak about myself at… supposed to normalize anger

i wonder if i cross your mind i wonder of thoughts of me creep u… and whisper in your ear i wonder if you take a second glan… at my name when i call

i have weeds growing from my skin i am one with earth and still feeling unnatural i sit, water pours i am blooming

i crave your touch trace my bones caress my skin hold me close never let me go

there is a creature that is living inside of me– a parasite that feeds on hatred and pain. i promise it isn’t my fault.

people have hurt me. taken advantage and made me feel unsafe. you have never harmed me, so why does it bother me so much

tear me limb from limb turn me to dust my life impacts no one why do i exist? i am disappointing

i hope that every time that you see this shade of green it drives you mad i hope that every time that you hear a laugh like mine