(2015)
I had 1st person view a little while back of how a heroin addicts feels and what they go through. So if anyone feels the urge to do this drug i advise you to not. because if you do you will end up like the guy i learned what it's like from.
I love the feeling of the brisk ai… The land is full of so much magic… I wait for hours looking for my on… Of tracks in the dirt or a scrape… I hear slight movement upon the wi…
biggest mistake of my life? probab…
Ah another day talking to you. So many ideas and questions to pur… I cant wait to see you on Monday. As I think of what I might say. You release so much stress and ten…
Awakening to the sun as it falls f… While I stretch from the bed that… The morning is brisk as I step ou… Nobody but my wife in the bed and… We take a trip to the hills of la…
My dreams come falling down in the… Each and every thought like a piec… Some fall through the small cracks… On the floor and in the wind it li… A drip to drink and a bottle to si…
Where are you i miss you. Don’t know where you went or what… I'm trying to connect and you are… I look high and I've looked lower… Wave after wave of thoughts linger…
I take a deep breath then open my… She thinks i’m wrong and just deni… I just want to hold you and call y… But you have to make me wait and k… So I will dry all of my tears awa…
Never knowing what is the should o… No longer fighting but loving rela… Drinking from a bottle but from th… Preparing myself for something tha… I was told that it doesn’t matter…
You are so beautiful and stronger… I know we get in to those patches… I am here for you to help you thro… Until you and soul feels fulfilled… Baby I ask for you t keep your he…
Tapping my toe to crap on the stat… Thought of this ridiculous prepara… Pacing my fingers back forth. Wondering what is truly of some wo… My hands are shaking and I’m into…
I sit and get all worked up. Drinking once again out of this cu… Stressing like crazy about everyth… wondering what this change will br… I am young too young to be worried…
Gripping my hair wishing I knew w… I wasn’t quite ready for something… I messed up and there nothing I c… Our chances just ran out of range. I pick up the reins and keep going…
I walk peacefully with the wind on… Just a bit of rest is what I lack… I shake off the drowsiness and wal… Where i sit and think of possibly… Hoping that the day goes by faster…
I love holding you and feeling you… Your love is my drug and it is str… A kiss is my fix and it keeps me c… Then I get in to a mood for on ki… When you are upset it makes me wor…
I have so much feeling for this gi… She put my life in a full twirl. She keeps my head up when I’m dow… And one who I really want to keep… Someday I will take her anywhere.