(2015)
I had 1st person view a little while back of how a heroin addicts feels and what they go through. So if anyone feels the urge to do this drug i advise you to not. because if you do you will end up like the guy i learned what it's like from.
I hold her soft cold hands. Some things she can’t stands. I try my hardest to see her smile. Even if its just for a little whil… I try to help her when she’s sad.
I want to wake up with her by my s… With her smile and eyes open up wi… Keep her warm she is prone to the… But not if I am there so I’ve bee… I wish I were able to help when s…
I walk into the sunset while watch… The sky is full of colors such as… I’m happy the day is over and ever… I think I might be able to drink… I miss my baby as I walk onward w…
I had a dream and for a minute the… People coming by and just end up l… Wishing people would see the suffe… He might be a different color but… We are stronger together than we e…
i never said you did not feel pain. i know when we did our little run that it would hurt you. i knew it would affect the way you thought of me. and i figured you would never like me. no...
The rush i get when next to you. Something refreshing something new… The stupid smile you put on my fac… When you put me in a place of sere… Falling asleep feeling your touch.
3 years? I know can wait. I believe this love is fate. I don’t care what i have to go thr… Or what i must do. My love just keeps getting stronge…
Gripping my hair wishing I knew w… I wasn’t quite ready for something… I messed up and there nothing I c… Our chances just ran out of range. I pick up the reins and keep going…
People so touchy with me. me not wanting to break that bound… fought for love for a long while. then my doubt brought pain by the… all i try to do is save others and…
Learning too be sober. Im getting better, clearer. Taking more time for certain dream… For some reason I’ve dreamt about… Twice not too lie.
I feel a chill when I open the do… I see my shadow lying on the floor… Along with my wishes and biggest d… It has my heart raging like a wild… I wake up shivering on my bed.
Ah another day talking to you. So many ideas and questions to pur… I cant wait to see you on Monday. As I think of what I might say. You release so much stress and ten…
Boy what a hell of a past few days… I found out how much love truly pa… Am I sorry for the pain I caused?… But those 10 hours was the happies… I promise someday I will make it…
Last night i was shocked. my mind in thought.... locked. thinking about what i should do. Is it time for something new? Is it time for a little bit of cha…
i let go not because i want to but… i have to break, mend, and bend pe… I tried to love but we always had… and it was time to do what was rig… i kept getting her in trouble and…