(2015)
I had 1st person view a little while back of how a heroin addicts feels and what they go through. So if anyone feels the urge to do this drug i advise you to not. because if you do you will end up like the guy i learned what it's like from.
yet again another night of no slee… while my mind sets and a silenced… i watch the warmth of the awakenin… while i sill sit and think of what… i must go to work soon with her st…
Stressing trying to keep myself bu… I am starting to feel sick maybe a… I cant seem to get my mind off of… I don’t know what i am supposed to… Should i call and try to talk?
I pray to god to keep her happy. Without her I don’t know where I… She is the missing link in my life… I hope someday she will be my wife… She keeps me moving my feet forwar…
You speak to me in that sweet voic… Everything you want is your choice… If you want love I will give you… If you want to leave I will buy y… I love the feeling of your presenc…
Dreaming inside this twilight of a… Looking for a deep feeling of blis… Dreaming of the stars. Fighting for a new home and new ca… Dreaming of new places to see.
I watch the horizon for a change. As the suns light goes out of rang… Listening to the sound of the bree… While it coasts through the trees. I hear a howl a few miles north of…
I watch each and every raindrop fall into the puddle I the driveway. Also the ones hitting the birdbath in my grandmother’s garden. Listening to the slight breeze tap the screen door op...
I’m having to give in. Yet this is the happiest I’ve bee… I’m tired of you throwing a fit. And you not giving a shit. You put my heart in a full spin.
I sit here upset over worries of her health. I don’t really care what happens to me at this point. I just want her to be happy but I keep messing things up for her. She was perfect unt...
All things take time. Time that some do not have. And not ever will. Sometimes the time given is not enough for what you wish to see achieved. Some people fight for it their entire life...
I look left then right then left t… I guess you could say I’m not lik… I’m careful so I don’t fall on my… I know I can be some ones black c… But I do too like to have my spew…
I’ve been thinking back to all we’… How hard we had fought and how muc… How happy we were just to be aroun… And how we didn’t have feelings fo… How she cared when i was having a…
Mmm girl the way you look tonight. Shining bright just like a light. My eyes set on you. lips pressed a… The words leaving my mouth not mak… Watching your dress drop to the gr…
Ah another day talking to you. So many ideas and questions to pur… I cant wait to see you on Monday. As I think of what I might say. You release so much stress and ten…
I felt like i wanted to break. Pain covered me sick in a shake. Excruciating pain i fall to the fl… while everyone saying they need mo… They come and break me down.