Well i’m not quite sure what to do or say. I fucked up. And i uh fucked up good. the absolute last straw has now been pulled. my ribs hurt and i don’t really want to move. I am slightly embarrassed. I am extremely stupid. And i question myself of why i do these things. I fucked up. and i fucked up good. i doubt i will be allowed to see her for the next 3 years. which is probably what i need. i seem to be slightly retarded with my decisions and choices when around her. but i love her. and that seems to be the only thing my mind seems to evolve around. I fucked up and i fucked up good. I am worried about why her legs and lip hurt as they do. And i am worried what kind of trouble i just got her into again. But hey i guess thats what happens when i fuck up like i did.