i let go not because i want to but because i must.
i have to break, mend, and bend peoples trust.
I tried to love but we always had to fight.
and it was time to do what was right.
i kept getting her in trouble and bound for more.
the thought of losing her like that drove me to the core.
she means the world to me but i have to let go.
even if my days go by slow.
i cried thinking about having to.
but it was time for us to start new.
i needed to focus on other things and school.
thinking she would understand made me feel like a fool.