Despair, by Liliane

Despair

Today I feel like i am falling off a Cliff

only to meet the hard,

cold floor of my bathroom

I cry for help

I scream silently

No one hears me

As my voice dies inside of me

A whirlwind of social convention swallows me,

Forcing me to smile.

Tears rolling down my cheeks I am sad Tired, Of torturing my mind Wondering

Of a Sunny yellow She wears a legendary name Growing at the place Narcisse had drowned From the own contemplation

I stare at the mirror All I see is a Monster When have I started to become This horrifying wraith? Like Dorian Gray

How many times Can I take no for an answer? Knowing you want me But are too afraid to love Disapointment

The water Falls in a mellow harmony Helping me to clear my mind And direct the current of my thoug… I close my Eyes

There is a used, Withered coat Hanging in that wardrobe Holes Run through it

Every night I wonder Will you ever be my knight? It would make my heart pound To know that you’re mine The two of us flying, freed fom ou…

Sunshine, Driven by Helios through the Sky In a golden chariot To the sole purpose Of illuminating my life

It’s the darkest night I have ever witnessed The Moon reflects on the river In a luminescent wave Here I am

What a beautiful rose in my garden I look at her And I remember Only her Can keep my secrets forever

Dew is covering my garden, As an invitation to open my eyes Virtuous nature that thinks of me Irresistibly I am drove to you, Devoted and delighted

Words are slipping away From my lips Flooded with emotion I am As the mirage finally came to life

Here I was Entering Auschwitz A jet black raven above me Through the wind I could feel I could see

Like two birds Flying around another Playing with fate They hesitate But they’ve wanted this

I’m flying Lighter than air Swirling with autumn leaves Golden brown, Yellow,