you don’t understand what its like… for twelve long years I’ve lived a… I’ve watched you laugh, sip and gu… all the while I was craving, alway… my heightened sense of smell kicks…

I’m not that sure how or when it h… turning from life to death like the lull of slow ambient bird… creeping up your spine and neck the shutters came down before me

This feeling I have is of complet… This is hopelessness coupled with… A wave of abject misery, falling How can I wish I wasn’t here This feeling I have of despicable…

your sprawling eye has no hurrican… a gentle edge, a softer rain, that scent you wear, like cakes ba… I get pulled into your shop as I… and you stand there enticing me

I seek a demise From this laughable quartet of dow… The jeers and snide remarks And all the scathing looks of dist… I seek a demise

You will never wash yourself clean… You will never see daylight if you… You will never win an argument if… You will never see real beauty whi…

a bouncing rubber man in mid air the drop explodes his world feels like a trampoline with the leap of a smiling toad a jugglers apprentice of pottery

here I stand watching the days go… a restless head wondering about ev… I hear your voice it sounds like a… and I’m well schooled in knowing t… a change in her mood tells me its…

You sit on my knee Wriggling like a serpent Contorting like a gymnast Like a buttered chimp Head butting my lips

ankles and wrists bound to each corresponding post of the… a nervous look on my face as you appear through the door, with adult toys and whips

Shadows cling and dark clouds roll Pure negative daylight shrouds us… Its silky kiss upon fields and tre… Speckled moonlight falls and sways Night creatures rise and take cont…