spinning and turning around in the strange orbit of a blindfol… grasping at life or death irrespec… without control, meaning or hope. I live my clouded existence

and into my heaven drifts your lonely pen you sketched me a sky and I’m here, I’m there shapes and outlines

I work a boring forty hours five days of a misery unknown, each day I plan my suicide to be carried out when weekend com… then as I clock-out on friday even…

father, my life has been hell you turned your back on me, the smallest glimmer of value I meant less than that to thee what revolution will you have me s…

Black and white hide thoughts of g… Lay sleepless under blankets thin Dreams are nightmares growing long Pieced together the seam still pin… Shapeless forms as dark turns fadi…

How have I missed this I’d forgotten how beautiful you ar… And I’m caught in you gaze A lightening bolt to the eyeball A thrust of electric rain

a button you wear for every occasi… your love holds me still, its anch… an ornate deluge of memories of yo… tiptoes a rare nostalgic profusion… we’ve soared just as eagles have

spinning and spiraling eyes closed and nose towards the c… she can transform at will with her outstretched claws honed, catching and scraping the paper

You draw the light and dark away Like creation revoked Swirling back spun echoes Sucked down clockwise A visible vortex rotating