What you meant– What I meant When I said, “I love you.” What you meant to me Wasn’t what you said

But I’m still a kid Only don’t tell my dad that. He’ll say, no, you’re not a kid And you haven’t been a kid in a lo… I guess that when I cry,

Moon up, Pants down. I said no. His body said yes.

Twigs on fire Never linger, never flit. Their emotions stand dire To the situation that cannot be sp… Twigs on fire never see.

Am I incurable? It seems so. I’m an incorrigible invalid Of the heart.

I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.

If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I’ll be ok if you’re ok. I can’t die without you living. I won’t move on without you search… At night, do you think about me?

Nights of chuckling After no jokes And Dancing without nerves Become me

The devil’s in my midst.

You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.

In my house, You don’t ask questions. The whispers from mom and dad Signal you to a hiding place. In my house,

That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her

I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,

I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.