Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give

I remember how I cried When they cut down Our tree.

This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart

You were the devil. I knew it before you did; And I was St. Mary With clouds trailing behind me. I gave you my virtue

If I should die before I wake, don’t cry, For that was what I always wanted…

Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,

I often cajole myself Into crying, But I refrain. I know I’ll never stop.

You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.

I cried out to God, And There was silence.

I feel that one never stops Loving their past loved ones. The nostalgia remembers all the Times when you slept in their bed, When you first opened up,

What you meant– What I meant When I said, “I love you.” What you meant to me Wasn’t what you said

I ran from you all my life. I’ve had problems, But that doesn’t make it right.

With him, It’s like there were no scars. There are no sheepish looks No burning shame. There was no John