Let my joy be a promise To my future self Who is so beautiful Even if she isn’t pretty.
How can somebody Who loves to explore Be so afraid to leave?
It’s over. It’s okay. The parting is such sorrow And relief. It hurts like a crushing force,
While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,
You were the devil. I knew it before you did; And I was St. Mary With clouds trailing behind me. I gave you my virtue
Like Augustus, I fear oblivion When I should pass.
Last night, all I saw was Nancy. The way she cried when I held her… Like a fleshy cradle Around her broken heart. I saw her loving me
Why am I crying? I’m not crying at the loss of love… I’m crying because I never experi… True love. I wanted epic.
There’s so much blood in blood cou… As there are stones in my heart When I hear your name. The winged-pig can fly daily Once I’ve let myself remember
With him, It’s like there were no scars. There are no sheepish looks No burning shame. There was no John
I wish I could tell my brother That I loved him, But the words are tight in my thro… And I’m a coward. I wish I didn’t say “thank you”
Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love
Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,
I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,
Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.
