Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give

Things I wish I could say Would be I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you,

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

How can somebody Who loves to explore Be so afraid to leave?

My mom hates her life, And I’m too much to juggle, And my dad doesn’t support my mom, And my brother’s never home, And my medicine doesn’t work,

What you meant– What I meant When I said, “I love you.” What you meant to me Wasn’t what you said

You were the devil. I knew it before you did; And I was St. Mary With clouds trailing behind me. I gave you my virtue

I had no right To fall in love with you. All those times I promised you That I’d never fall in love again Were lies because I fell in love…

It’s over. It’s okay. The parting is such sorrow And relief. It hurts like a crushing force,

If I should die before I wake, don’t cry, For that was what I always wanted…

Last night, all I saw was Nancy. The way she cried when I held her… Like a fleshy cradle Around her broken heart. I saw her loving me

She fell like rain, Like a bird, Like a comet chasing light, Like a star dropping from the nigh… Like a stone in water,

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

She has the piece that holds it al… What was revealed to her came slow… When it all comes together, it’s l… When it all falls apart, it’s dead… One little lie can tear a family a…

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,