You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.

Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.

So stealthily I lead: Touching green, Seeing rocks below me. I’m gulping pride Because I know life is

This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart

While I’m alone, He’s with her. While I’m crying, He’s kissing And rolling

The devil’s in my midst.

You don’t ask me to speak. You never expect my opinion. I was your second child In a runaway marriage. I suppose I loved you once,

I can’t cease to think about him. His bitter way only warms my heart… He frightens me and excites me. He always heightens my senses. He makes my heart hurt.

Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.

Never give up on love, Though I’ve died a thousand times Just waiting. And I’ve hoped in the rain. So many times

Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that

Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

The grass was dewy. You carried me on your back. I could feel your heartbeat Through your shirt. I wanted you to be mine,