The grass was dewy. You carried me on your back. I could feel your heartbeat Through your shirt. I wanted you to be mine,

Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give

You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.

He touched my knee (now I’m in lo… No time for breath ('cause I’m in… He likes my hair (now I’m so lost… No time for speed ('cause I’m in… He gave me truth (now I’m so free…

In my daydreams, I used to be an acrobat, Flying through air Into capable hands. In my dreams,

If flowers could cry, Would the water out-spilled Also drown them Like a sloshing grave of Wet mud?

You were the devil. I knew it before you did; And I was St. Mary With clouds trailing behind me. I gave you my virtue

Spring into fall, And we’ve all hit a wall. Love comes quickly. Sometimes, it grows. Summer, then rain,

That red ribbon is so wrinkled. Rouge like blood Or rushing anger Or a blaring stop sign. It’s crumpled:

There is no real romance like fore… There is no time or room to breath… But just the beating of their hear… Traps you. Like a rabbit hopelessly ensnared,

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

What if your face was a poem alone… I bet People would read it and cry, And some would feel inflated afte… Because they witnessed something

I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…

Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.