I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.

My mom hates her life, And I’m too much to juggle, And my dad doesn’t support my mom, And my brother’s never home, And my medicine doesn’t work,

Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.

Never give up on love, Though I’ve died a thousand times Just waiting. And I’ve hoped in the rain. So many times

Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that

I remember how I cried When they cut down Our tree.

Your love Was like driving straight into the… Your attention was like Lying in a puddle of gold. You were sex and fun and cotton ca…

You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.

You were the devil. I knew it before you did; And I was St. Mary With clouds trailing behind me. I gave you my virtue

Like Augustus, I fear oblivion When I should pass.

So stealthily I lead: Touching green, Seeing rocks below me. I’m gulping pride Because I know life is

Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.

That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her

I lost my innocence On a king-sized sheet With four posters And the two of us. Just the two of us

Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,