I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.

There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,

The stars belong to both the sun And the moon Just as my heart does belong to yo… You may not see me, but I’ll be there.

I sing of a new carol Which starts silly giggles As a speeding blue carriage Runs merrily through the dark.

Your love Was like driving straight into the… Your attention was like Lying in a puddle of gold. You were sex and fun and cotton ca…

Courage was not letting your broth… But preferring to die From their snide remarks Which shadow prejudice’s unkind da… What happened when they grew up?

If flowers could cry, Would the water out-spilled Also drown them Like a sloshing grave of Wet mud?

A tree fell in the park last night… I didn’t hear it go. The innards smelled of peppermint, And I felt the crumbling dirt Turn into ash in my hand.

Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.

Let my joy be a promise To my future self Who is so beautiful Even if she isn’t pretty.

I cried out to God, And There was silence.

You are the best thing Because things like that do not co… You are my moon and sun Because you make my days real. You are my best friend,

There’s so much blood in blood cou… As there are stones in my heart When I hear your name. The winged-pig can fly daily Once I’ve let myself remember