I woke at 3 a.m., And I was scared. I thought I’d never be tired agai… But then I remembered the morning And all the joy it brings.

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

Love starts like this: We like the same books, We like the same music, We seem like a match made in high… It crumbles like this:

What does it feel like on the day… Does it hurt? Today, I have just realized that, And it burns. It has burned the piece of my hear…

I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.

Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.

I remember how I cried When they cut down Our tree.

The devil’s in my midst.

She looked like innocence And felt like sin And died like grace And fell like a bird And fell like a bird

That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her

If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I’ll be ok if you’re ok. I can’t die without you living. I won’t move on without you search… At night, do you think about me?

Why do I still feel guilty About things That are out of my favor?

What if your face was a poem alone… I bet People would read it and cry, And some would feel inflated afte… Because they witnessed something

I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.

You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.