Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

Can you hear it? It is the cry of the poor. Their howling curls inside of my h… It pains me as if I were one of t… But, I am.

I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.

Love is the sickness. Love is the cure.

I ran from you all my life. I’ve had problems, But that doesn’t make it right.

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

Am I incurable? It seems so. I’m an incorrigible invalid Of the heart.

I can’t cease to think about him. His bitter way only warms my heart… He frightens me and excites me. He always heightens my senses. He makes my heart hurt.

You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.

What you meant– What I meant When I said, “I love you.” What you meant to me Wasn’t what you said

Perfection is an evil reflection On what is really real. Solitude is my gratitude When I am sad. Numbness equals oneness

But I’m still a kid Only don’t tell my dad that. He’ll say, no, you’re not a kid And you haven’t been a kid in a lo… I guess that when I cry,

Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.