I sing of a new carol Which starts silly giggles As a speeding blue carriage Runs merrily through the dark.

I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

While I’m alone, He’s with her. While I’m crying, He’s kissing And rolling

I live inside my head Where soft flurries spin, And there’s a rise of warm water b… I live inside my head Where spikes stick out

Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.

You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

Am I incurable? It seems so. I’m an incorrigible invalid Of the heart.

There is no real romance like fore… There is no time or room to breath… But just the beating of their hear… Traps you. Like a rabbit hopelessly ensnared,

It’s like waking up from your best… To find that it’s all gone. When you love someone who isn’t re… And you say, “I’m done.” It’s like swimming in Heaven,

There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,

I can’t cease to think about him. His bitter way only warms my heart… He frightens me and excites me. He always heightens my senses. He makes my heart hurt.

Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love

Twigs on fire Never linger, never flit. Their emotions stand dire To the situation that cannot be sp… Twigs on fire never see.