What we can’t have... Addiction... Self Control... Games... Choice...
You know realizing that I’m so beyond or maybe that I think I am beyond is the problem... I don’t really know, because I’m living it, so relax... I’m going to figure it out... I hope......
I have to find... what is it that I wish to find... (bartender another) I see the bottom
I’m not sure that anything is different but I am
Let’s get real... The strangers that look like brothers & sister on the end of the bar...
Wrapped in your web I fight to be free Spinning is it you or is it me maybe it’s my sneakers
Who are you? Why now, are you haunting me? I read my horoscope today for guidance or some knowledge
The darkness creeps inside me like tiny ripples in the sea slowly
Thinking of you is always part of my day Wishing you were here there is so much I want to say
You lied to get me into only your bed you cheated
I’m shivering & shaking with no clothing raw & naked exposed to raw feeling it’s dissolving
I really am happy I know what I want & where I want to go Never have I thought that before,,,
I could hear them they were down by the water they’d be coming for me soon
Sometimes I feel the words being driven out of me
I felt a hand squeeze me tight then I saw your eyes they glistened in the summer sun I remember the way you looked the way you smiled