depression is like a sea of water. one second you can be standing over it controlling it, the next is takes you in a strong tidal wave and it controls you and if you are lucky enough you wont let it drown you.
—Marilyn Tapia
(2013)
But now it’s time to delete you Because you’re nothing but a memor…
True I am a color Society sees my color And decides… See .. Blue is the color of water The sky
For the scale does not determine w… Your failure are not your burden b… Your pain is not weakness but for… Don’t fear being indecisive for it… Much and learning.
My beloved one don’t you dare you… with that mouth full of dirty lies… my eyes full of tears my mouth full of cries
Wise lad! Where shall I find a wise lad! Wise men don’t exist! (A handsome man walking down a str… Look at him so handsome and tall!
For those that have everything the… I don’t envy I may not have a fancy nice car or… And even though I don’t have the… Because deep down I’m rich in my…
What is happiness? is happiness something beautiful? is happiness something weird? is happiness never ending? i don’t know what happiness is.
You lied, I cried. You died, why oh why? You promised we wouldn’t be like… One cut that’s all. No 2,5,6,8 oops! i hit my vein.
There gets a moment in life. when those “friends” that promised… forget that you even exist.
Never good enough chimes through my head go home you’re not worth it what a waste of time don’t you kno… you aren’t good at anything
Just for one second I wanted to b… Just for one second I wanted to b… Maybe not just a second For an entirety That you love me
I push away. People can’t stand my “complaining… But get awfully mad when asked wha… I reply with everything is “fine” I push away so I won’t feel.
You are the heart breaker. I am the Heart broken. Together we are a mess. —Marilyn Tapia
As i lay on this this bed. Darkness like my demon. wrapped me like a blanket. My mind wandering off. Like a wild animal escaping
The chances of me and you falling… Actually there are no chances. Marilyn Tapia