depression is like a sea of water. one second you can be standing over it controlling it, the next is takes you in a strong tidal wave and it controls you and if you are lucky enough you wont let it drown you.
—Marilyn Tapia
(2013)
For the scale does not determine w… Your failure are not your burden b… Your pain is not weakness but for… Don’t fear being indecisive for it… Much and learning.
I push away. People can’t stand my “complaining… But get awfully mad when asked wha… I reply with everything is “fine” I push away so I won’t feel.
Look into my eyes, I won’t lie. I love you, he said. as she wondered why.
True I am a color Society sees my color And decides… See .. Blue is the color of water The sky
You said you loved me. I was a fool and your tool. You used me when you needed to. You left like the rest. You broke me I never want to meet…
But now it’s time to delete you Because you’re nothing but a memor…
without you I feel broke As corny as it sounds your my ange… Picturing that smirk you do when… The sound of your laughter in my m… The way we have things in common t…
Never good enough chimes through my head go home you’re not worth it what a waste of time don’t you kno… you aren’t good at anything
I can’t really blame you Or accuse you Because I know what I did was wro… But I just really hope That you can move on
Failure does not Determine your… See the thing about failure, it te… In this society faliture is swore… But what society forget is Failure makes you strong
Afraid of judgment Parties Movies Afraid of going to any public plac… Just...
You lied, I cried. You died, why oh why? You promised we wouldn’t be like… One cut that’s all. No 2,5,6,8 oops! i hit my vein.
Just for one second I wanted to b… Just for one second I wanted to b… Maybe not just a second For an entirety That you love me
Me and you have years of the past… —Marilyn Tapia
The chances of me and you falling… Actually there are no chances. Marilyn Tapia