(2015)
7.5 billion people in the world yet I felt so alone My only love is leaving me and I’m 90 miles from home I thought I was the only one hurt…
Beyond my smile, underneath the su… Is the feeling of isolation, drawi… Until I become a fragment of myse… It would be nice to not be It would be nice to not see
Sometimes I feel like it’s hard t… I’m struggling to just stay afloat As I gasp for air, the ocean drag… into the pits of despair Heart so heavy, it weighs me down
Held up on a pedestal While I’m on tenterhooks Trying to figure out myself What is worth a look Running around in circles
Don’t love me out of convenience Don’t love me withheld Don’t love me without conviction Don’t love me if you can’t love yo… Don’t tell me I’m too emotional
I’m at the end of my tether Hanging by a thread Will I suffer in silence Or wind up dead? Seconds from snapping
Love. A four letter word that can… How long did it take you, to decid… Stop. Stop with the excuses, it’s… We had something but now you’re no… Lies. I can see it in your eyes,…
Your body plays host to a parasite While your mind is lost in the pas… I can hear you now in my memories But how long are they going to las… And how is it that you can be
My mind is barricaded with parasitic thoughts; It keeps me awake. As I suffer in the silence of the night
Through gritted teeth; hidden grie… The chaos that lies underneath Muffled breath, the mind unrest Perpetual unhappiness
When I think of you my cheeks embrace a warm smile; mi… of tremorous thought. You’re an abundance of divinity, and everything I once sought.
I came across a damaged soul wandering at night with piercing eyes and icy breath incapable of flight. Forever damned to walk this land
Do I look like grass? Do I look like dirt? A surface to be walked on? Something to hurt? Am I that underserving
I weep for humanity Are we not but strangers to oursel… This chaos, insanity Into despair we delve We’re selfish and heartless
So deep in love I thought I was; it mirrored tortured Hell. Easily I lead astray but still again, I fell. Forgive me if I hold my cards,