(2015)
There’s too much time And I get lost in the darkest cor… Entangled in a web of hatred. There’s too much silence and my in… Just one more time... knowing full…
Sometimes I feel like it’s hard t… I’m struggling to just stay afloat As I gasp for air, the ocean drag… into the pits of despair Heart so heavy, it weighs me down
You are hurting my heart although, it’s not yours to break The feelings that I’m having are so surreal, are they fake? I have invested my emotions
I was open to suggestion, temptation and lust But a life without love Is a life that is lost The little things in life
Don’t love me out of convenience Don’t love me withheld Don’t love me without conviction Don’t love me if you can’t love yo… Don’t tell me I’m too emotional
There’s a Sinner inside all of us… building up beneath the surface; f… Over-powering, over-bearing. Endl… Comfortable skin, peace and love;… Now I crave the truth, the unknow…
You pushed me with such force that I broke And you have the audacity to say You need to let go? Night after day,
Fuck politeness; it isn’t for me It’s for the benefit of the patria… I am not blind I clearly see That this world is still full of g…
Through gritted teeth; hidden grie… The chaos that lies underneath Muffled breath, the mind unrest Perpetual unhappiness
Missed birthdays Missed goodbyes Misunderstandings Half truths and white lies Misremembering
Held up on a pedestal While I’m on tenterhooks Trying to figure out myself What is worth a look Running around in circles
I hate it how she took my place, sitting next to you. I’m no longer the smile upon your… after all that we’ve been through. It’s been so long yet it still hur…
Do I look like grass? Do I look like dirt? A surface to be walked on? Something to hurt? Am I that underserving
I am a thousand pieces of broken g… Some parts have worn away over tim… Some parts are missing entirely I will never be a beautiful mosaic Submerged by the waves of emotion
I feel like I could flood a river With all the tears I’ve cried Sitting here in silence As I watch the world go by Waiting for something or someone