(2015)
You’re nothing but a stranger A ghost of the past Haunting me with your existence I never succumbed to your will I always fought
You are hurting my heart although, it’s not yours to break The feelings that I’m having are so surreal, are they fake? I have invested my emotions
I love it when I fall asleep; I h… I forget that you’re gone - a way… But when I wake, the tears come f… cascading down my face. There’s a gaping hole inside my he…
There’s too much time And I get lost in the darkest cor… Entangled in a web of hatred. There’s too much silence and my in… Just one more time... knowing full…
Your body plays host to a parasite While your mind is lost in the pas… I can hear you now in my memories But how long are they going to las… And how is it that you can be
Is it possible to love too much? To fall in love and never be enoug… Is it possible for the heart to be… Like stepping on some kind of love… Shards of angst seeping into my so…
Missed birthdays Missed goodbyes Misunderstandings Half truths and white lies Misremembering
Don’t love me out of convenience Don’t love me withheld Don’t love me without conviction Don’t love me if you can’t love yo… Don’t tell me I’m too emotional
So deep in love I thought I was; it mirrored tortured Hell. Easily I lead astray but still again, I fell. Forgive me if I hold my cards,
Through gritted teeth; hidden grie… The chaos that lies underneath Muffled breath, the mind unrest Perpetual unhappiness
Discontent and sorrow Never see tomorrow Time is all we borrow When your words are hollow
I don’t want to be vulnerable I don’t want to be weak I try to talk but I just can’t sp… I’ll shrug it off as a bad day, tw… But the days become months and the…
I was open to suggestion, temptation and lust But a life without love Is a life that is lost The little things in life
Sometimes I feel like it’s hard t… I’m struggling to just stay afloat As I gasp for air, the ocean drag… into the pits of despair Heart so heavy, it weighs me down
My mind is barricaded with parasitic thoughts; It keeps me awake. As I suffer in the silence of the night