My mind is barricaded with parasitic thoughts; It keeps me awake. As I suffer in the silence of the night
I’m at the end of my tether Hanging by a thread Will I suffer in silence Or wind up dead? Seconds from snapping
Your body plays host to a parasite While your mind is lost in the pas… I can hear you now in my memories But how long are they going to las… And how is it that you can be
Can we not exchange pleasantries, without your condescending ways? And when you belittle, it stays with me for days. Your abruptness bruises
Discontent and sorrow Never see tomorrow Time is all we borrow When your words are hollow
Don’t love me out of convenience Don’t love me withheld Don’t love me without conviction Don’t love me if you can’t love yo… Don’t tell me I’m too emotional
Through gritted teeth; hidden grie… The chaos that lies underneath Muffled breath, the mind unrest Perpetual unhappiness
I cherish every second that I spe… for this is not a love I’ve known You have capsized my world and lef… A treasure to call my own Caress me with your words and touc…
You pushed me with such force that I broke And you have the audacity to say You need to let go? Night after day,
I weep for humanity Are we not but strangers to oursel… This chaos, insanity Into despair we delve We’re selfish and heartless
Time has stood still all I can think of is you and how many days are left between Us An hour feels like a whole day
Do I look like grass? Do I look like dirt? A surface to be walked on? Something to hurt? Am I that underserving
Caught up in the hallucinations in… I fail to see rationally. But there is no rationality when i… And my heart is tacit Always wanting more
There’s too much time And I get lost in the darkest cor… Entangled in a web of hatred. There’s too much silence and my in… Just one more time... knowing full…
You’re nothing but a stranger A ghost of the past Haunting me with your existence I never succumbed to your will I always fought