I’ve got letters in my mailbox
filled up to the brim
with apologies and longings
and where to begins
and I’m so tired of your postage

I once met a boy
some years ago
I was so fucked up
I didnt know
I tripped up some stairs

She sits alone and wonders
if this is all they’ll ever see
lookin beyond the skin and bones
of this skeletal body
she looks into the mirror

Ive broke it,
its broken,
I’ve taken a life
This love,
all your love,

My head is spinning
I cant see a thing
my ears are buzzing
stop making them ring
you know I’m psychotic

I write what I know
and what I know is what i see
so what you would know
if you could really see?
We all look and glance

Breath me in, just swallow me whol
consume my life and possess my sou
Keeping quiet, my grounded feet
Cant sweep away, when all’s kept n
I saw you smile and I saw you cry

Swept in like a breeze
and drifted right out the window
the seasons are changing
but all i still see is snow
the temperature is raising

Life is a black hole
Scared to find the light
but jump for it anyways
a never ending fall
where you will never reach the gro

i thought you’d care
i thought you’d cry
i thought you’d want to tell me wh
i told you the truth
the facts, how you act

Irony
Its raining
in the middle of a drought
Laying in bed
though the night is gone

I cannot believe you
I’m sorry is all I can say
That you want to be with me
I cannot see things your way
Im tired of being used and dragged

I’m done with you
sick of all your lies
I love you but
I dont need you
I can live without you

I trudge through the memories
such a big catastrophe
trapped inside a stained glass win
I see your true colors
your act only works on an audience

Sometimes it just seems like no on
like my life, I cannot bare
It just hurts so hard
It hurts inside
the pain is hard to hide

Ha-ha what a joke
This guy hopping whore
I just want to choke
From to best friend
to boyfriend

I could whisper all my secrets
Write them down in the darkest ink
I could tell you all the stories
that had my heart shrink
I could listen to you breathing

My mother used to sing me
a song so full of life
Her voice was kind and gentle
and love was on her mind
I thought when I got older

I count the days
until I fall into your arms
I draw a blank
when your name comes to thought
I cannot wait

Youre doing it all wrong
you dont want me
Im just another mistake
Another cause of unprotected sex
You know nothing about me

I wont be forced to choose
you cannot pick
who I can love
you’re supposed to be my friend
news flash, you’re not my only cho

I watch him walk by
I wonder if he notices me
I watch him open and close his loc
I wonder if I’ll ever be the one
The day I cry is the day he dies

Please dont pretend
that you dont know who I am
at least have the decency
to smile when you pass by
it isn’t that bad

Ive dreamed of all the places
in the distance where I’d be
but now that Im twenty two
It feels more like twenty three
Ive dreamed of every city

one swift crash
on the side of the road
this was the word
“diabolical” she spoke
one white line

What a screwed up world
we’re raising kids in
seems like war is a game
G4, I sunk your battleship
adults are supposed to set example

I met you in the darkest street
of the darkest town next to the da
And somehow you had shined a light
never have I seen a shard so brigh
Wait here, and I’ll be back my lo

Cutting through my skin
one layer at a time
never thought the time would come
when we’d have to say good bye
the days passed so quickly

Its nice to know that all along
I was right and you were wrong
and Ill be damned if I see it aga
you were always just a better frie
Im not worried about the past

every single day
since that very first date
i swore id never change
guess what, i still fucking hate y
and passing are the hours

Hey
Hi
whats up?
nothing.
cool.

You told me you loved me
and that you really meant it
you wrote down my number
and said you won’t forget it
but now

My eyes grow tired
from staring into the dark
waiting for you to disappear
to stop trying to tell me
every thing’s okay when it’s not

I asked you what’s wrong
and you said nothing
you’ve held up so long
it’s crystal clear you’re bluffing
I just want you

Out of the bad comes good
And out of the good comes bad
And out of every happy moment
May come a little sad
And every time the sun shines

Be still my child,
Speak softly my dear,
Whispers, across the lips
fingertips trace down to my hips
The shaking, the trembling