I wish I could take your sleeples
and trade them in for a lullaby
and all the stupid, pointless figh
every insult slung, every tear you
you know you’re lucky

Ill start this out by laughing
Because I cant understand how
A boy like you, would dream of me
Why this is happening now
Im lazy and boring

Breath me in, just swallow me whol
consume my life and possess my sou
Keeping quiet, my grounded feet
Cant sweep away, when all’s kept n
I saw you smile and I saw you cry

The rains falls down
on a world dull and damp
any joy does now drown
by the dim of my lamp
the streets glisten with moisture

I wont be forced to choose
you cannot pick
who I can love
you’re supposed to be my friend
news flash, you’re not my only cho

Do you remember the time
when we sitting on the couch
and you told me that I sucked
and I just began to pout
And then your eyes grew heavy

What is it about people
and the way they change
they lie, act, pretend
just to play the name game
when the pictures fade

I once met a boy
some years ago
I was so fucked up
I didnt know
I tripped up some stairs

well, i never lied
i never swore
i always held my breath
i changed everything i am for you
until theres nothing of me left

I’ve waited so long
to feel this way once again
never want it to leave
to know how much you care
where I am and what I’m doing

I watched her draw a circle
and I began to think
Where does a circle end?
Why pencil over ink?
If you can erase part away

Please just ignore me
please forget I’m even here
unless you’re gonna kill me
I welcome you closer
I warn you

woke up this morning
feeling kinda strange
to the sound of pouring
never ending rain
but the sun was shining

The same blue eyes
That I’ve always seen
A face with no name
But the heart that I seek
That smile through the dark

i thought you’d care
i thought you’d cry
i thought you’d want to tell me wh
i told you the truth
the facts, how you act

the walls are made of bricks
and everything is closing in
these bones are made of glass
and your words are wearing thin
but maybe thats how this works

Ever wake up in the morning
but the air is bitter cold
and you had all this shit to do to
but dont want to anymore
Ever try to sleep at night

Boggling, I’m shook
from head to toe
Dizzy, quiet listening
GIVE BACK WHAT YOU TOOK
Apprehensive aggression,

My mother used to sing me
a song so full of life
Her voice was kind and gentle
and love was on her mind
I thought when I got older

I asked you what’s wrong
and you said nothing
you’ve held up so long
it’s crystal clear you’re bluffing
I just want you

Now it’s all
out in the open
the feelings I’ve
held deep inside
the letters are

She’s got a stage on screen
full of shattered dreams
and the lights shine down
but their power is weak
and god throws us a frown

I’ve known mean, but not like this
I’ve known deceit, but this is ent
Some say home is where your heart
But what if your heart is broken
With each half running in opposite

One day, she’s hoping
you’ll come over to her house
stand outside her window
just standing there
thinking about how beautiful she i

My head is spinning
I cant see a thing
my ears are buzzing
stop making them ring
you know I’m psychotic

When did “I love you” turn to “I
maybe when we started fighting
I thought you were the one
but your anger became so frighteni
I know I went wrong somewhere

I’m so sorry dear
it wasn’t meant to be this way
and I know how you feel
but I couldn’t stay
because this hand you hold

Everything was certain
and all our plans were made
all the problems had resided
and I was on my way
but by my own mistake

my eyes are blank
like tarnished diamonds
my heart is still
like tarnished death
your voice is dull

ancient towns with all new people
destruction, at its best
my regard for the human race
has never been less
the ignorance, selfishness,

walk around the other side
and took a look real close
walk inside outside upsidedown
what you see no one knows
inside the mind

I cannot believe you
I’m sorry is all I can say
That you want to be with me
I cannot see things your way
Im tired of being used and dragged

It’s dark and I’m bitter
Never leaving again
I’m sad and I hate it
I just don’t understand
My heart aches

gripping grasping
choking dying
painful beautiful
all one in the same
creep up on me

I wait. Everyday.
You’re gone. Gone away.
I stay. Every night.
You’re gone. But it’s all right.
I see what you can’t

I search for the words
but become a nervous wreck
every time our eyes meet
stars across the table
I dont know what you like