Im trying to think of something to
but I cant but smirk and laugh a b
Because all of the feelings I hav
Are block all my wit
I want to write you lines of love

every single day
since that very first date
i swore id never change
guess what, i still fucking hate y
and passing are the hours

I could whisper all my secrets
Write them down in the darkest ink
I could tell you all the stories
that had my heart shrink
I could listen to you breathing

please just turn your back
turn away and dont look back
to see me crying
I want you to go
I’ll always love you

There’s many things I am
and more that I’m not
but I’ll stay this way
for this I have fought
You might change my hair

You write songs about love
The girl that broke your heart
But what about the one
That searched for all the broken p
You write songs about leaving

As I sit in this empty desk
empty from what you see
I close my eyes and wish the best
that you were wishing for me
as I sit here and you sit there

You tell me you love me
falling for you every time
Im sick of writing love songs
but when you come to mind
Its an automatic reaction

where can you go when you want to
when everything’s the same and the
and the scenery is different but t
what can you look for when there’s
and you’ve been running, you’ve be

I thought I really loved you
as if I knew you once before
until you only liked me
and then you vanished out the door
you left the keys inside the lock

just a simple girl
with simple dreams
on top of a world
so simple it seems
but this world is dark

Its hard holding onto something
That was never meant to be
Although I swear I tried
There’s just something wrong with
I know I said I’d be there

Some days I’m happy
Happy enough to be alive
Some days I dont care
Enough to survive
Most days I miss this

You ask me what I’m feeling
and to that I do not know
my heart is breaking
hands are shaking
we’re going down a lonely road

nothing even matters
now that you’re gone
I haven’t seen you in a year
and I know that it’s wrong
you’ve been taken from life

one swift crash
on the side of the road
this was the word
“diabolical” she spoke
one white line

Confused is what you say
but depressed is what you are
i try to be a friend
but you keep pushing me afar
feelings winding and unwinding

Sweet spring air,
Do whisper deceit,
My love,
Oh love,
Come back to me.

stop with your convictions
just another cry
for attention
you have everything
you could ever need

Im sick of your lies
all the fake smiles
Ill forever figure out
the truth beneath your skin
you cheated me and my friends

Have you ever felt like
you just want to
be held hostage
to see if you’re missed
handle the situation

Its a windy night
admist the month of November
and the last taste of love
I cant seem to remember
I miss you when it’s cold

Driving my way home tonight
I couldn’t see the streets
And I couldnt feel my hands
I could barely move my feet
When the street lights shined

I want to tell you everything
but the words dont leave my mouth
I want to give you everything
but Im afraid Im fresh out
I know that its perfect

Killing me inside
being ripped apart at the seams
please just stop your lies
they’re stabbing deeper
making me bleed

well, i never lied
i never swore
i always held my breath
i changed everything i am for you
until theres nothing of me left

I’m not one to say I’m sorry
When everything was all your fault
I never made you worry
That I’d ever break your heart
And I’d be lying if I say

Where is my exit
the escape from my heart
your key doesn’t fit
in this shattered part
To see into my heart

gentlemen still exist
hidden throughout our existence
although I may be blind
most of the time
I’d still pick you out of a crowd

I admit it
You’ve become my addiction
Thinking of you every second of th
And every night I swear I pray
To help me stop being so switchy

Some things in life, need not expl
If it feels right, just do it, no
Id lie in your bed on the days its
Just for the sense of joy I’m att
Some things in life, need no expla

So close yet so far away
just out of reach
I’ll reel you in
you can’t resist the temptation
I’ll be your someone

were past friends
forever inseparable
you make me feel
as if I’m important
the only one out there

I search for the words
but become a nervous wreck
every time our eyes meet
stars across the table
I dont know what you like

The same blue eyes
That I’ve always seen
A face with no name
But the heart that I seek
That smile through the dark

Ive broke it,
its broken,
I’ve taken a life
This love,
all your love,