Dont you understand
Im trying to know you
I want to know you
Im trying to see you
the person you are

I told him I loved him
I cant let him go
the one I wanna be with
but I cant let it show
because Ive lied to my friends

Please dont pretend
that you dont know who I am
at least have the decency
to smile when you pass by
it isn’t that bad

Youre not afraid of your heart
what you feel, what you know is re
I admire your smile
even though I know its fake
For everything you’ve gotten hidde

I feel like I’m overreacting, but
It was lit then burnt out quick, w
I am everything you need, and you
Will she listen to you cry, though
Could you look me in the eye and t

please just turn your back
turn away and dont look back
to see me crying
I want you to go
I’ll always love you

It’s dark and I’m bitter
Never leaving again
I’m sad and I hate it
I just don’t understand
My heart aches

Some things in life, need not expl
If it feels right, just do it, no
Id lie in your bed on the days its
Just for the sense of joy I’m att
Some things in life, need no expla

I’ve waited so long
to feel this way once again
never want it to leave
to know how much you care
where I am and what I’m doing

Im sick of your lies
all the fake smiles
Ill forever figure out
the truth beneath your skin
you cheated me and my friends

Out of the bad comes good
And out of the good comes bad
And out of every happy moment
May come a little sad
And every time the sun shines

As I sit in this empty desk
empty from what you see
I close my eyes and wish the best
that you were wishing for me
as I sit here and you sit there

spinning down
falling inside
gasping for air
grasping for the sides
strainging to see

well, i never lied
i never swore
i always held my breath
i changed everything i am for you
until theres nothing of me left

Sometimes I forget that this is l
That tomorrow may come
but yesterday is already gone
Sometimes I forget that I am real
and the things I say, and things

Ive dreamed of all the places
in the distance where I’d be
but now that Im twenty two
It feels more like twenty three
Ive dreamed of every city

One of these days
I’ll snap right back
Hit you so fast
you didn’t see it coming
hurt you so bad

every single day
since that very first date
i swore id never change
guess what, i still fucking hate y
and passing are the hours

I could whisper all my secrets
Write them down in the darkest ink
I could tell you all the stories
that had my heart shrink
I could listen to you breathing

gripping grasping
choking dying
painful beautiful
all one in the same
creep up on me

Take a step back, relax
look at the world as you see it
its just like a game of jax
and you dont wanna believe it
been living all iced up

Irony
Its raining
in the middle of a drought
Laying in bed
though the night is gone

The cycle will remain
of endless nights and pointless fi
and although you’ve grown to hate
ill love you just the same
it was never a question of loyalty

for the pain to vanish
would be but a dream
alone in my room
asking for one little thing
the TV screen is black

What is it about people
and the way they change
they lie, act, pretend
just to play the name game
when the pictures fade

You tell me you love me
falling for you every time
Im sick of writing love songs
but when you come to mind
Its an automatic reaction

My head is spinning
I cant see a thing
my ears are buzzing
stop making them ring
you know I’m psychotic

Every year I get older
the weather grows colder
and the rose starts to fade
and everything is grey
As I look to a new day

one swift crash
on the side of the road
this was the word
“diabolical” she spoke
one white line

the walls are made of bricks
and everything is closing in
these bones are made of glass
and your words are wearing thin
but maybe thats how this works

So tired of worrying
wondering, wishing
that everyone would pull their hea
It feels as though Im
running, fighting

It was a simple mistake
yet one you took to heart
they passed it around
sorry, i took a puff
yet three months later

Im trying to think of something to
but I cant but smirk and laugh a b
Because all of the feelings I hav
Are block all my wit
I want to write you lines of love

Its a windy night
admist the month of November
and the last taste of love
I cant seem to remember
I miss you when it’s cold

I’ve been hearing lots of silence
But your voice rings in my head
I’ve been sitting here trying to w
Hours since I’ve left my bed
Lately I’ve come to realize

I thought I really loved you
as if I knew you once before
until you only liked me
and then you vanished out the door
you left the keys inside the lock