(2011)
let the sun rise as I awake with a smile on my face with you by my side as if to feel your embrace but your smile’s so close
Im sick of your lies all the fake smiles Ill forever figure out the truth beneath your skin you cheated me and my friends
Forgiveness is all I ask from you and from myself big mistakes are my forté but they keep happening, day by da… This life is a wasteland
I’m so sick sick and tired of being told how to act, what to do, how to dre… I’m gonna be me
What is it about people and the way they change they lie, act, pretend just to play the name game when the pictures fade
I count the days until I fall into your arms I draw a blank when your name comes to thought I cannot wait
Swept in like a breeze and drifted right out the window the seasons are changing but all i still see is snow the temperature is raising
Driving my way home tonight I couldn’t see the streets And I couldnt feel my hands I could barely move my feet When the street lights shined
The question is, who am I? I no longer know this mind I wish to be who I was Not what I’ve become mirror, mirror
I write what I know and what I know is what i see so what you would know if you could really see? We all look and glance
Do you remember what it felt like when you were but a child and you’d meet a cute boy and try your hardest not to smile You’d tell everyone you liked him
Ha-ha what a joke This guy hopping whore I just want to choke From to best friend to boyfriend
Sometimes I forget that this is l… That tomorrow may come but yesterday is already gone Sometimes I forget that I am real and the things I say, and things…
Every year I get older the weather grows colder and the rose starts to fade and everything is grey As I look to a new day
My head is spinning I cant see a thing my ears are buzzing stop making them ring you know I’m psychotic