(2006)
I count the days until I fall into your arms I draw a blank when your name comes to thought I cannot wait
I asked you what’s wrong and you said nothing you’ve held up so long it’s crystal clear you’re bluffing I just want you
She says she wishes she was me but I dont see how that could be Every guy she wants, she gets inst… but for me, I have to work impatie… I wish that I could make her see
I thought it was your smile, or the way you’d say my name and I counted every mile but still nothing feels the same I know that I’ve failed you
This is a tale of a girl who lost her friends by becoming more social
the walls are made of bricks and everything is closing in these bones are made of glass and your words are wearing thin but maybe thats how this works
I once met a boy some years ago I was so fucked up I didnt know I tripped up some stairs
You told me you loved me and that you really meant it you wrote down my number and said you won’t forget it but now
I really like the way you talk The way you call my name I really like the way you walk The way it’s not a game I really like your smile
Below the surface Im dying deep down inside how could you tell I dont talk tell anybody anything
Forgiveness is all I ask from you and from myself big mistakes are my forté but they keep happening, day by da… This life is a wasteland
I thought I really loved you as if I knew you once before until you only liked me and then you vanished out the door you left the keys inside the lock
You open the doors to my heart and make it beat twenty times fast… when you’re near my vision becomes so blurry as if my world is spinning
walk around the other side and took a look real close walk inside outside upsidedown what you see no one knows inside the mind
Everything was certain and all our plans were made all the problems had resided and I was on my way but by my own mistake