(2006)
my eyes are blank like tarnished diamonds my heart is still like tarnished death your voice is dull
friends is just a word I wanted to be more sometimes I wonder if you’re true I think through my sleepless night you were more than just
I trudge through the memories such a big catastrophe trapped inside a stained glass win… I see your true colors your act only works on an audience
So tired of worrying wondering, wishing that everyone would pull their hea… It feels as though Im running, fighting
Ill start this out by laughing Because I cant understand how A boy like you, would dream of me Why this is happening now Im lazy and boring
white whitening solid solitude walls
Ha-ha what a joke This guy hopping whore I just want to choke From to best friend to boyfriend
I cant sleep at night Youre always on my mind Youre the only thing thats gone ri… In this world of shattered lives I cant wait to see your smile
I’ve got letters in my mailbox filled up to the brim with apologies and longings and where to begins and I’m so tired of your postage
I sit here and lose myself in the thoughts of years ago In the images that pass Of a once so happy home And I am still connected
I met you in the darkest street of the darkest town next to the da… And somehow you had shined a light never have I seen a shard so brigh… Wait here, and I’ll be back my lo…
one swift crash on the side of the road this was the word “diabolical” she spoke one white line
Ive been waiting for a lifetime For a smile like yours Ive been waiting to feel something something simple, nothing more Ive been waiting for a year now
I could whisper all my secrets Write them down in the darkest ink I could tell you all the stories that had my heart shrink I could listen to you breathing
I think that I’m over done, I’ve lost all belief I tried my hardest you obviously couldn’t see I told you how I felt