A Broken-hearted Girl
I gave you my heart,
but you turn around
and stabbed me
with your careless actions.
You got me going insane,
trying to win your game.
Help me! I’m lost
in this maze you created.
Your words were like honey,
and I got addicted to it.
I tried not to regret it,
but I regretted the times that I gave you.
If I knew then,
I would have just stayed friends.
I should have known
that it was going to end.
Where was the love?
When I was hurt,
where were you?
Instead, when she had a bad day,
you comforted her.
I clearly see it now.
Reality check.
I was never your priority.
I guess I should have known.
I was a nobody to begin with.
Who was I to tell you to love me?
You were just looking for a companion.
But I disguised as your girlfriend.
Now, the joke is on me.
Realizing that I wasn't enough for that person. I was just a helping shoulder for when that person needs to lean on. My thoughts, my feelings, my insecurities...that person had never consider them. I felt small. I felt worthless. I felt insignificant. I felt wrong for having emotions.
But I'm tired of it all. I'm tired of controlling and hiding my true feelings for the sake of other people. I'm tired of being a second choice. I'm tired of being insignificant. I'm tired of living my life as if I don't deserve to be cared for. I'm tired of being treated as if I'm not a human being who has the right to have emotions. I had enough. So I chose to walk away from all of that.
