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Mistakes

Another mistake,

I make them cause I’m not perfect.

I don’t understand why you make

Me feel like this life isn’t worth it.

I am not going to survive

While you blame things on me

I ain’t even made, it hurts so much, causes me strife.

You make my mom think slow death, is worth perfection.

Its not.

Nowhere near it

You fight her, have even beat me, Isaac, and her.

I don’t know why,

If somethin goes wrong, your blame comes my way.

What the fucking hay??

I’m so close,

Every blame, Every mistake

Strife, pain, hurt, blame, your wrath comes my way.

I’m so tired of your shit!!

You need to just get over it!!

Not everyone’s perfect!

Not even you!!

I cut, and bleed, and you wonder why I call out and cry!

Your name!

I have cried myself to sleep,

Thoughts of your wrath pouring from my eyes

Every mistake,

Blame,

Im imperfect in your eyes.

I wish I was perfect,

So you could see me

For the girl I can try to be.

I can be better, I swear! I cry out every mistake!

I cut, saying imperfect, because you make me think I am.

I have thoughts of suicide,

You barely keep those thoughts in your mind.

I need help,

You say I’ll get it soon.

Don’t you know, I need them now?

I do!

I need help, not your wrathly blame!

I hurt inside, and wonder why,

I try and try,

But never will I be perfect I you eyes?

Mistakes cause you to think I need to harder try,

But every wrath, I more and more want to die!!!

I’m about to stop all my tries

I’m about to stop, give up!

Maybe you’ll love me and think I’m perfect after I die.

Who knows, if so,

I wonder why??

I give up, I’m just your dirty dead rug.

Laying there, being stepped on by so many..

Even online, I’m just a virtual rug.

I wish I had a hug..

I need you..

I love you..

But I’m just imperfect in your eyes.

Every mistake.

In the end, I ask you why,

You say I never tried.

I’m done!!

I give up!!

I had enough of my try!!

If you ever wanna know why,

Remember..

I’m your dirty, walked on, freak, imperfect rug.

Goodbye,

Hopefully you’ll love me after I die.

If so,

I wonder why?

(2014)

#Harm #Hurt #Imperfection #Mistakes #SelfSuicide

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