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Thank God

Looking around,
There seems to be no one in sight.
Yet i crave some love and company deep on the inside.
 
Where are you?
Why are you not here?
You promised you always would be,
You promised to stop the smoking and the drinking.
 
Now look at you,
Off somewhere,
Smoking and drinking and now your lost.
 
You went missing and none of our family can find you or hear from you.
Don’t you know how that makes me feel?
I am crying as i think of you lost in the world,
It can be such a foul, rude, greedy, mischievous place.
 
Why do you not listen to me?
All i ever did was teach you to be a good, wonderful person,
not that you aren’t already.
But now the master is becoming to ameteur,
And is leaving the sky for the ground.
 
Why are you leaving me?
Why can’t you stay?
Why can’t you give all the nonsense up?
Why are you choosing to live this way?
 
You mean to much to me,
Please do not go.
You are the other side of me,
Please don’t leave like this.
 
You used say, “I choose this lifestyle because it makes me whole”,
Or,
“Ok Queenie, if you want me to stay i will”.
Why couldn’t it be like that?
I miss those times when you chose me over going out,
Or staying and smoking and drinking in your room.
I love those times when all we ever did was chase each other around and you were the tickle monster.
 
I miss the childhood i had before i knew what you did.
But if i never realized it,
I never would have help you quit.
 
Thank God for all that i saw.
Thank God for all  that i heard.
Thank God for all of that,
Because if not happened,
You might not be here today.
You could be somewhere where you were wondering why you did it all.
 
So Thank God for You Mother.

(2013)

I made this, because my Mom used to be like this, and i eventually told her some things that made her go out less, and though she still badly smokes, i am going to try to help her, and maybe stop her drinking for good after she hears that i might have Bipolar Disorder at almost 13.

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