Breeding An Uncomfortable Mental State, di Mij Nosirrom

Breeding An Uncomfortable Mental State

motionless night

starlight beautiful sight

head spun

remaining still but trying to run

can’t help but feel lost in my heart

how can I begin if you won’t let me start

the further I go

realizations gather I am alone

no one beside me

no way to get home

kill the time

mutual feelings of death so sublime

shivers of insight I wonder into the moonlight give me a reason to be looking in from the outside I can’… superficial interaction

I see the lies all around me give me death for I cannot be chase the feeling thirst for more than the physical… wanting it all

drifting in a sea of lies taken life just to close my eyes promises of direction ultimate hope for resurrection hoping to rot

grasping to get away running unable to stay thoughts bury me alive endless summer strive trying to be

natural excite good vibrations ignite racing words thought beyond birds clouds move in