Pain wakes me up at night, it gets lonely and need some compa… And as I try to dive and drown in… it seem to have adapted and learne… Jo’burg! With its cement trees,*

Can we pretend? So that I can mend and renew my vows? For this opportunity I bow Not when but now

and when summer rains do come embrace them, dance and chant in t… Take raindrops like vaccinations and when the sun do shine be raisins, and fester in the sun*

I am the summer’s sun A busting ray of scorching gold Too proud I am, it’s a silly rage At times I glare, and scold the e… Then summon clouds to make the rai…

When I’m dead Let my passing be a secret and be known to only those were cl… Honour my personality for being a… Invite all my friends, write them…

Down in the dawn of the night Where my heart lies and my patience fades And letting-go upgrades My faith absorbed by the dark

Never shall I Forget this year. Never shall I Forfeit this memory. In my mind it hiss

! Silent screams, dry tears Insomniac nightmares, sweet pain! Feigning shadows of your presence… ever fills the void space that you… mom raises me the way she see it f…

Hid by the shadow of feign Defended by three words You removed my partition and saw my secret portion I never loved thee.

BEHIND CLOSED DOORS Before the eyes of the watchers our love was a shining star. We portrayed Romeo and Juliet like Aladdin and a genie.

Smiles glitter on my face. Memories fill up my mind. Tears roll down my cheeks. Time has passed by. I remember all those times,

So long I breathe The hails and storms I will ignor… let alone the blistering sun suffocating my skin On a cold winter’s day