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Naomi Tilford

7.29.22

I feel manic
I feel incomplete
I feel complete
I feel insane
I feel sane, at times
I wake up happy
Go to sleep empty
Middle of the night heart break Middle of the night fears Middle of the night aroused
I’m left to fend for myself
I’m left for the vultures
I’m left with an empty heart so full of sadness
I want to go left, while turning right
And feeling guilty for going north while dreaming about going south
I couldn’t tell you what day it is I couldn’t tell you my name
I can tell you, in this moment Actually, In this moment
Or maybe in this moment... I just don’t know
Out of body
Out of mind
Connected to lost spirit Connected to the beauty of pain And feelings
And thoughts
And fears
Connected to someone else Who I hold so dear to my heart
Leave me
Hold me
Be inside me
Feel me
Then, again, leave me
My own body
My own mind
Against me at all times
within this moment

#ifeel #manic

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