(2007)
Lonely I sit here waiting. Waiting for what? Who knows. No one pays attention.
Funny how I can’t even cry anymor… The hurt and sadness overtake me, and yet... I feel nothing. What have I become?
So screwed up I can’t even think. Just drowning... Succumbing to the anger and pain. Dying inside day after day... Running till I can’t live anymore…
Feeling so hollow, So alone in the world. Just sitting by myself No one bothering to care. Wanna feel....
Sacrifice, Meaning nothing, To the average guy. Yet, Sacrifice,
Alone in this world... My face grows blank. Surrounded by people, but living so fake. My expression is meaningless...
A large tree stretches across the bay. Reaches... Reaching for happiness
What is a home? Is it a place to hang your hat? Live a long time? Or maybe where your friends are? I don’t know.
I sit, alone in the darkness. It surrounds me. Almost tangible, Engulfing me completely.
Darkness lies among us like, A black shroud of death. Nothing stirs in the deep... There is no last breath. An icy touch,
Do I even care anymore? I am just that awkward person, No one can see... If they do see, They can never perceive the real m…
Feeling broken... No where left to turn. Stuck in a never ending cycle, just waiting to return. Pain so deep inside...
Feeling hollow, Again inside... Am I worthless? I should just run and hide... I can’t help it,
Rain running down my face, Or is it just my tears? Consumed by my frustrations... Held captive by my fears. I worked so hard for this...
Fading into the background... Like a ghostly presence. You always ignore me, My heart and soul are slowly destr… A solemn battle...