Feeling broken...
No where left to turn.
Stuck in a never ending cycle,
just waiting to return.
Pain so deep inside...
Why?
I feel the need,
the need to hide.
A lie.
Is that all I am?
This mask I wear...
never growing thin.
I feel
so lost and alone.
Sometimes wishing...
Sometimes wondering...
When will my freedom come?
Will I ever be free
to just be me?
My burdens hang
over my head.
Like a thousand ton weight
just pushing me down.
I want to believe...
But how?
When I can’t even see...
I feel blinded...
By thoughts and heartache.
Tearing myself apart...
And it’s all my fault
from the start.
I’m feeling lost...
With nowhere to go.
I’m desperate for a sign...
A path to go.