Drowning
Do I even care anymore?
I am just that awkward person,
No one can see...
If they do see,
They can never perceive the real me.
My mask hides,
Who I am inside.
This black mark on my soul...
From the times I’ve lost control.
God can you even hear me?
I am shouting out!
I have no more pride,
Where is your presence?
I am dead inside.
Let me cry out! I beg and plead...
But no one will ever heed.
So here I lie...
Drowning in my cries.
Do I truly even matter?
Or am I only to be used?
Well screw the world!
All the people inside...
If I am not enough,
Then I will die.
(2011)
