Hollow
Feeling so hollow,
So alone in the world.
Just sitting by myself
No one bothering to care.
Wanna feel....
Something other than tears.
Wanna know...
Life beyond the scars.
Can still feel the hands,
Shivering with disgust.
No way to stop them...
I’m caught in his lust.
Needing to flee!
But no one believes...
So I must hurt.
I have no worth...
Can still see that smirk,
From when he looked at me.
Tears ran down my cheeks...
For all to see.
Judge thinks I lie...
Can’t even see my side.
So here I’m left,
Hollow and alone.
Knowing that I’m
Not worth her time.
Just going through the motions
Day by day.
Concealing my emotions,
So that none can see.
The pain he caused,
The boy back there...
So here I stand
With hidden fear.
Living a lie...
That I’m always fine.
But that’s not true...
And you know it too.
But you won’t ask...
Because you never
'Really’' wanted to know.
(2010)
